okie.. here to blog abt the west zone cluster camp.

1st day:
The pple are so QUIET!! juz like when e first time i attended camps. hav the mentality that camps are stupid things to do. waste of time, money and energy. the campers sat down there. i mingle around wif YISS pple.. hahaz.. cause i still think of myself as a Yusoffians and they are much more interactive than others ^^ after that mass dance, i walk around. "dance" wif pple whom i dont realli remember. i onli remember dancing wif huili, jasmine(if u call dancing). yar.. dance half wae.. either i go find pple or go for food attached.. yep. then do food.. mi and chenkai went out to buy food. chen kai go fer mass dance la.. while i go to buy food.. wanna take a breath from outside. bought sprite fer myself and vegetarian food. coming back, tie water bombs(though it isnt my job.. juz helping them all that) after that i went to mix wif my LG mates.. Sing a song session, i stood between a boy and a girl. cause i noe they wont put their hands on each other shoulder. i was been "dao" by e girl la. put my hand on the shoulder.. then she nv put back. so is like i was standing beside a statue. lolx. she also nv sing la... juz folded her hands and stare at the screen. but she got clap fer once song. perhaps she saw everyone clap.. she then clap. though she remain despondent... i still put my hand on her shoulder.. hoping that she can be enthu a bit. well.. is a failure baz.

2nd dae:
woke up and buy and prepare food all that. wet games we played.. much more fun this time.. cheer also become louder.. during JJ nite.. food attached went to buy food..onli mi, one food attached, stayed behind to wait fer pizza. WAIT ALONE lehz.. u dont have ani idea how bored i was. nv bring my mp3 too. so when the planning com went to clean floor.. i was clean wif them. turn out to be fun.. =) after that the food attached came back le.. then help in the cleaning. after that went up. k la.. the atmosphere is sad.. but i cannot seem to cry la.. not that i dont dare la.. is that i cant. onli remember the last time i cried was in sec 2/3. cause my parents scolded me la. not juz plain scold la.. is juz that u felt realli realli alone and like the whole world is putting immense pressure on u yet they dont do anithing to help u at all. when i ask my father or other family members fer help in english... they ask mi go check dictionary.. then veri long nv ask them abt work le.. they ask mi.. "eh.. why u nv ask ani question?"(in chinese)... ya la.. then mi sister nv face this kind of situation de... dun wan to talk abt it.. after sing a long.. went to make souvenirs fer campers.. i didnt do anithing la.. firstly: too tired.. secondly: dont noe how to do.. they ask mi to cut everything into a square.. then everything cut le.. nothing to do.. then i go up and slp lo.. wanted to stay by their side.. but realli no energy.. haiz.. almost forgot.. i bought ice-cream fer the food attached la.. borrow money for chen kai.. hahaz.. dont think they noe i bought frm them.. onli two pple from my LG.. like to do behind-the-scene-work.. feel veri awkward when pple thank mi.. though is a good feeling.. but i juz wish to be at one corner where i will be helping pple without anione knowing.. yep =)

3rd dae:
play some games.. went up hall talk abt the general things.. emo-talk.. some cried.. the girl who i was standing wif during sing a long session approach mi and ask to write something abt her. ya la.. quite contented le.. after that clear up and went home slp..

during the camp.. i most of the time "stone" a lot. memories of the time when me and YISS pple(esp her) were working la.. but this is not orientation la.. is love fiesta... somewhat like this camp juz that no emo-talk and mass dance.. ya la.. work late at nit.. though i was logistics com.. and they were in games com.. i still go find them la.. ya.. so these memories keep resurfacing in my mind then giv that stone face..

michele left fer australia todae..hope she will bring back some sunrise photos that i asked her to take.. realli hope she enjoy herself.. i noe she will.. hahaz.. oh ya.. hope she giv mi australia chocs.. hehex.. but dont realli think she will.. not realli close to her..

okie.. thats all.. wanna mug le.. bio spa,GP test,Maths test.. all coming up... hav to mug mug mug.. tmr got a lot of things.. squash training all that.. but dont think i going la.. hav to sturdi.. okie.. last thing of all.. the FAMILY DANCE IS SO COOL!! hahaz.. every family dance!! huili act duck so ke ai!!! hehex.. okie.. sayonara and oyasuminasai! ah!! i forget to sae nomi mono wa nani ga hoshi desuka!! lolx.. javier should noe.. cause we two are memorising that during our japanese lesson at CC =)

posted - 11:22 PM