[OGIC] how u feel todae?
[camper] i feel.... good.. ah i feel so good.. ah i feel so good.. ah ah ah...

juz came back frm orientation camp held by JJC. now at tatlin hse cause tmr hav to go back to clementi town secondary sch to hold another camp. hahaz. last minute decision.. veri last min.. onli told benedict who is the master of the alumni to inform the teacher in charge of the sec 3 facilator camp. cause... wanna pon JJC. haha. 1st dae of camp.. dam sianz le.. dance... as if we are pro.. 15mins then can learn full song and dance steps. i not a prodigy nia. wanna learn muz learn slowly and at pace de ma.. hurry hurry hurry also learn nothing. free style better. lolx. also play waterbombs. yep. and sing-along session. in the LT2(lecture room) quite sad nia. enthu a bit also. haha. though i dont realli wan to stand cause i dead sleepy. juz came back frm korean ma. hav a bad dream too. later i tell u. in the LT sang quite a few songs. like the songs.. realli do.. so emotional. (heart break) yea. realli feel like crying but cant. sighx.*if i hav remain in sec 1 is there more chance?* sing awhile play nit game which is amazing race... mi veri enthu cause can exercise.. haha. become flag bearer and run here and there. xing han is also veri enthu. lolx. we two run here and there and cant wait to throw the dice. WE WON THE MATCH with 2nd place. lolx. yea!! better 2nd then 3rd ma. *[yea! yea! yea! yea!] campers shld noe]*after tt watch up and slp le.

2nd dae quite tired le. woke up reluctantly.. one guy handphone keep snoozing.. veri irritating. every ard 10 mins then hp will turn on the alarm. sianz la. wanna hum-dum tt guy nia. hahaz. woke up walk here and there. lost mi snadles too! not mine actually.. mi sis de.barely fit. juz find out mi left foot is longer than right foot.>.< mass dance .. sing... play games.. eat. then JJ nit. dance fer awhile.. then back at tatlin hse. Jj nit dam enthu. haha. cause is last nit ma.. muz be enthu. always like tt de. dun mind throwing mi face. same fer NYPS CO Camp. do the back front backside thingy. haha. however, if infront of long term friends or person i like... always kind do >.< oh well. aniwae. back to topic. JJ nit was fabulous. though tatlin sae sianz. haha. sweaty and panting in the end of the program. felt giddy and out of breath. who cares! i enjoy miself. though we nv get to sing some songs. however, songs live in mi heart. haz. always stare in space or remain quiet then sing song inside me. hehex. shhh dont tell teacher.

k talking abt tt slpless nit before JJ camp. yea. tt nit i was slping at mi parents bedroom alone. slping half wae... dun noe why topic suddenly turn into ghost.. something abt spirits la. in the back of mi mind.. something sae dont think abt it dun think abt it. yet, of cus.. i go think of ghosts. then suddenly my soul in the bodi(which i dont believe in soul in the body) suddenly been suck up. a veri powerful suction then something replace it. is like u put a vuccum right on top of ur face. is juz suck up continously. whole body turn cold. but then, i told miself.. i muz live.. i muz live.. then woke up.. i realli felt something abt mi. felt veri different.. veri different. after tt cant wait fer mi maid to wake up be4 bathing and go to JJC. then when i was waiting fer the water to heat up.. i took a short nap and then same dream happen again. this time i was sitting upright. i juz sae "possession" mi whole body turn chill.. veri cold.. then drop to the side of the bed.. and wake up by tt time...feeling alarm. felt veri scared.. frightened. u sld feel it. is juz like ur soul suddenly go out of ur bodi and something replace it. ur desire to live something surged into u wanting to push out the foreign soul. is not fake.. is the TRUTH. is juz..... to mi... dam real. haix....

okay g2g. talk to u abt mi korean days nxt time.nitz!

-=[] Seeing her fer the 1st three month is all tt i desire. If something good can happen, it is mi fortune and luck. but fer now, juz these three months.. i juz want to see how she getting along and whether she still happi. loving her isnt enuff. yes. loving her isnt enuff. however, seeing her smiles.. i feel the happiness within her. She.... her happiness.. is of priority. nothing matters as long she is happi.=) []=-

posted - 12:04 AM