hmz... wake up late today. zzz. Normally wake up at around 9 de. now ten twenty then wake up. blehx. yea. results very bad. every subjects start to fall. perhaps not doing enuff practise. Never do maths tys at all. >.< so is like when doing A maths test. i tried to remember all the formulas then anihow put in. Gonna work hard le. yep yep.

today national day! yet i dont hav mood to celebrate. left mi and mi maid alone in the hse. oh ya! my maid has changed. the previous one dont noe go where le. the new one.... never talk to her at all nor see her face yet. muz speak proper english to her >.< for example: muz sae where my father? cannot sae where my papa. >.< then she cant giv a full reply. guess hav to adapt ba. Singapore forty one years le. seems too young to mi. 41 only. my parents older than the nation. haz. perhaps a young nation can be good afterall. what more when we succeed fairly well. Malaysia got ani national day todae? i hope so.

ZZzzZZZzz. nowhere to go.. cannot go out at all to hav fun.. later going to JE popular to buy stuff. Been grounded. think during mi spare time i go draw some final fantasy in mi sketch book. hehex. then can also draw some maplestory character as a family or anime. Sigh. cant find mi pokemon CD. suddenly interested in listening to the band. so pleasant and the calmness really feel shiok. also unable to find mi Holly Valance album le. ZZZ

Yea. mi room has been changed to the master bed room temporarily. parents sae that giv mi a 'cooler' enviroment to study in. now whenever in mi room, i feel like i'm a little insignificant boy in a large empty room. still prefer to cosyness a lot. guess i hav a "phobia"(not really a phobia la, juz hate it a little) of large space. weird horx.. yea..

everything changes and time flies a lot faster than usual. My whole life has changed coz of o level and my results. Time flies cause i dont wan o level to come any closer. >.< 71 more days to o level! that is like 2 mths onli. sighx. but looking at the bright side.. there's the holiday. but i do not noe what i going to do during holiday. go work? go out wif friends? who really likes mi as a frien? i juz wonder everytime. hope that they can giv mi reassurance. yea. hope i get to stay in ivan's hse fer 4 days wif mi YISS friends. gonna read e whole series of love hina again. forget the 1st part le. i also gonna repaint mi room to blue and lavender. gonna buy some posters to decorate my room. seems like when u r smart, friends pour in. perhaps i should juz stay silent and not try to make mi friends laugh cause of silly actions. juz not mi character la. also not mi wae of venting my frustrations. silent....... is my type.

talking abt posters, i read off some lines that givs a lot of meaning in the popular bookshop. nxt time i post ba. perhaps tmr? yep. O level coming le. esp oral. mine is nxt thursday. Gambattei everyone! work hard! looking forward to see the smiles of your face in the hall or when we met to celebrate. your smiles are important to me. :) not only yours, everyone too. cause i lurv to see pple happy around me. i hope.

(everyday trying to make pple laugh or smile, but the plan seems to backfire)

posted - 10:39 AM