haiz.. nvm nvm.. i choose to ignore everything le.. juz wish that my brain can be fully washed clean.. felt like crying now.. dont noe why i muz be boi.. if gurl.. i think i will be crying almost everydae.. hur hur... yea... everything going wrong..i felt miserable.. and a failure

school work getting heavier. and i have not even fully adsorb all the stuff.. sit beside zhenliang got lotsa pressure seh... he veri smart lo.. then mi so so sho so stupid.. yea.. honestly.. i felt like a midget sitting beside him.. i kept dreaming during class.. this shouldnt be it.. i muz not.. ~sigh~ everything all go haywire once again.. now.. i lazy to mend things up le.. every time always like this.. maybe is my fault.. yea.. muz be not maybe.. i hate myself if ur dont noe tt.. i detest everything abt mi.. i kept changing... my thinking kept changing.. i care too much of wat pple think le.. now.. i will stick to my belief and wat i felt.. juz realise the true meaning of pple meaning of "no one can change ur thinking, onli u can do it".. yepz.. sometimes pple have different perspective over something... maybe in this sense u mean wat u think.. but mi.. being a stupid git.. will never know wat ur meaning all the while.. ur kind of fun,jokes may not be same as mi.. haiz..

Homework of cus is unavoidable.. need to do.. learn.. did a compo todae... sae is school days is the happiest dae of one's life.. i sae i agree.. cause u get to experience new things and studies.. but it came to relationship.. i sld avoid.. i noe tt all along.. but i still choose to follow it.. now... it doesnt matter to mi animore.. i will confide within myself... though i noe avoidance is not the right thing to do... but wat can i do??? pursue.. dont be silly.. either ways it will make mi sad.. yar.. referring to mi... i am failure in romance.. think sld read romance bk now.. but no time.. tuition even ask the whole class to read book le.. i also hav no interest in reading book.. my words are limited... and my sadness and angriness is overwhelmed...

During this two days.. i hav to do all this things:
-Read Biology,chemistry,physics textbook
-Do maths homework and understand the theory behind three circles
-Do jian bao and zhuo wen
-Do Vocabulary and 3R

Think no more le.. fer entertainment:
-Watch ocean 12
-Meet the fockers
-Flight of the Phoenix
-The Aviator

All these are movies.. though my father still got buy National treause and the White chicks.. but watch be4 le.. so dont wan to watch..

haiz.. hope we both could understand each other one dae.. as i said in my nick

+ Silent Loner +=-Hp No. Changed to 96772814. When Things Were Gone,It May never Be The Same When It Returns..


posted - 10:58 PM