now feeling sad...so perfect time to write bloggy...can actually compose a "poem" again.. but then no time to do it.. i mean juz that i dont want.

haiz.. izzit now that pple getting the wrong idea of mi??? i dont noe.. neglect her feelings last time...haiz...ben too over insensitive le.. haiz... just read the personal log again..yar..i noe that i shouldnt have look back..but juz that i suddenly feel lyk to... my own hands and minds are doing things that i dont wish to lyk now...typing unconsciously..writing everything that i felt..haiz.. actually if u want to block mi..go ahead.. dont wan u to go against ur wished or choice.. dont expect ur frien to scold u... haiz.... feeling lyk i am a jerk..maybe i am one... kidda been stupid fer the past few years... foolish and dumb.. well....g2g bath..hope that the water will wash away my sadness and troublness... i wish that i have a pensieve lyk dumbdore and professor sanpe..keep all my happiness in it and sadness in other..then i will just smash my sadness and then all will be forgotten..hope scientist or psychology will invent something like this.. kz le... tata


posted - 11:08 PM