I HATE THIS FEELING!!!! haiz................ it seemed as though i have no existance. Feeling like being locked up in a cell...suppress wif sadness and grieve.. do not noe what i do wrong unless people told mi why.. Feeling like i want to be dead...[if i have nothing to loss..i think i will be dead now...]It is like...u no longer have ani heart...and feel extremely loss.. do not know what u should do or u must do.. and everyone is detesting u somewae or another... being left alone and no one cares about you.. and when someone ask how u doing... u simply feel that they r irritating... do not know whether to take a step back..or go forward a pace.. And required a serious conselling... and had many doubts of urself... And no matter how hard u try to find the answer... u will not seek it..never will u ever find the truth.... and every second and minute pass by... ur heart is ferever breaking into pieces...is lyk been digested in ur intestine slowly... and everyday..pple accuse u of something u did not do..and always sense someone toking behind ur back every now and then.. the feeling is veri horrible.. and when u r left alone..u felt like u r left-out... but when someone invite u.. u dont feel like following that person... and thinks that everything is not fair.. no matter how pple treat u or wat u do to a person... u will always feel unfair... when someone ask u a q. u dont feel like replying.. and u will always think that people around u r hating u...haiz.................. i realli hatez this feeling...but why am i always feeling like this???? haiz.....


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