Thursday, October 14, 2004
*Yawn*...jus watch finish shark tale 1st disc onli..then the second disk something wrong..so later had to forward a little bit and skip some part..:'(...haiz..at least todae had watched 4 movies le..now so tired..eyes heardly open.. hmz...so sad....feel tt i am a hypocrite... acting lyk i am so happi with a carefree heart but it is not hu i am. I am now a soul without ani happiness,onli felt lonely,bitter and depressed. Though some time i express with sadness....it is juz fer a short while.. Though sometime i express myself wif happiness and livliness...it is juz a vague part of mi.. i do not feel this wae... it seems that after the incident.. i totally changed.. though u can sae it is a good thing and a lesson though.. but i juz feel sadness and an additional memories within mi.. regretfulness, stupidness had let mi into this moment of depression. One may sae that A smile can wipe away sadness and grieve..but i dont feel this wae.. haiz..
posted - 10:14 PM




