sorri fer posting so much times in one dae..while this is going to be longer then previous.. haiz...things suddenly feel lyk going away frm mi..mi heart is lyk breaking every minute and then...it seems as though i can feel it break into pieces..mi laughter is not natural ani longer..and mi smile is alwas full of bitterness...when can i stopped this kind of act?when can i gain mi original self? this two qs...i kept wondering to miself...

SJI paper is getting closer..26 and 27..this two days suppose to collect report book de..but i tink i cant...maybe after exam faster rush back to CTSS to collect mi report book then c whether have the time to go home wif friendz..tuesdae is mathematics and english paper and wednesdae is chinese and science paper...quite scared l..heard frm chu xian tt it is SJI standard..haiz...mi still here slacking around..maybe november i will start sturding sec 3 txtbook le.

Now,there a sec 2 bio book opened on mi table..but no mood to read.As usual,i can feel mi heart sanking into the bottomless sadness.Every sadness represent regretness and depression.It is going to rain again..i juz wish my feelings can be hold in the rain drops..each sadness is stored in every drop..fell frm the sky one by one...onli wish tt it will not evaporate up again...the droplets will gather to form a puddle and juz remain there..ferever and ever....

In the Bus 174...i kept tinking and hoping that i will go back to the time when i was a child..being naive and innocent..full of happiness and best of all..stressless..Not be caught up by relationships..need not need to bother abt workz and wat pple thinks abt mi...But this will not happen..nv again it will happen..

Thinking:
We always take things fer granted...if we could treasure every moments when we r happi..and forget all those unhappiness things..it would be better and wonderful..regretness and sadness is juz part and parcel of life...everyone will experience it..our mood can be divided into mani grps...but treasure happiness the most..fer it will bring livliness into ur life


posted - 10:09 PM