-=[sigh]=-

Things gone wrong again today...now hoping that i can leave this school and join the SJI school...hope i can get in...haiz....depressed days continue...dont noe when it will stop...

while today did nothing..but read mi book...sometime i wonder to miself..wat am i thinking all these while...why cant i juz have full control over my feelings and mind.Thinking and forgetting what i dont wish to remember...dont wish to see..and dont wish to hear...sometimes mind and heart contridict each other...and one's had to choose which direction they want to choose or make. If mind and heart conincide together...the choice is clear and will not vexed about it..wont it be good..but humans or man keep seeking trouble..greed for more...keep thinking..giving themselves trouble..it may because of this they improve themselves...man have the ability to think..izzit a blessing or izzit a torture? i kept wondering...

Things changed as time goes by...but wat do we learn frm it..tt is the most important..regretness are simply part of urself...tt is the trouble we,man, keep seeking. Wat fer regret when had things happen...wat fer regret when things are already over? izzt to seek pple pity? i do not know..if one is unable to control its feelings...he is the loser...and he cant blame anione but himself...and the one is mi...


posted - 9:37 PM